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Zachery "Zach" Fields
22/32
Bisexual - Stronger lean towards males
Rock Singer/Unemployed and recovering addict
At 22 Zach was as big headed as they could get. He was incredibly overbearing and demanding thinking he was the next best thing. A show off and drama queen, he knew how to get what he wanted, when he wanted it. Granted at times he doesn't even need to do much to get what he wanted. Just a click of his fingers could get most of the men he wanted to their knees or woman. He was someone who lived in the present and didn't care what the next day brought. But it didn't take away from the fact that he was a good performer, he knew how to work a crowd and sing. He's incredibly apathetic towards his so called love life. He prefers the whole heart breaker image.
Now 32, it seems the real world had finally caught up with Zach. His ego deflated, his demanding attitude was gone and the need to show off had as well. He finally learnt that the way he acts has consequences in the future. Now Zach knows how to hold a conversation without talking about himself or being a dick. He's still a performer at heart and hasn't lost that passion for it but the drugs ruined a large portion of his life. Zach has slowly learnt to be more realistic with his life and expectations. He's learnt to value social order and take responsibility in his life. He's gone from being apathetic to learning how to accept his own feelings about people. He can still be insensitive without meaning to be or realising it. But in his current age, he's rather humiliated about his younger days and attitude.
Zach stands around 6"2, a bit on the skinny side but he likes his body. Granted the damage he's done over the years to it with drugs. He isn't the fittest around not being able to give up cigarettes just yet.
At 22, Zach was the image of a punk. Hair a complete dirty blond mess, smudged eyeliner framing his blue eyes, constantly in leather or skin tight black pants. Ripped and shredded band shirts with military boots or doc martins. He had the image down to a T.
At 32, Zach hasn't completely lost the punk image to an extent. He still loves his skin tight jeans and not so shredded and torn band shirts. But he just likes to think he knows what style is nowadays. He has plenty of scars now that he isn't all proud of, drug scars, even a stab wound. But his hair is now a lot shorter and easier to style and he's dropped the eyeliner.
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Zachery was born in London to a middle class family. An older sister and a younger brother, he was the middle child and often forgotten about when it came to family things. His sister or younger brother got most of the attention he wanted. He grew up as a shadow to his older sister and for the most of his childhood, the two were fairly close. It was even her that introduced him to the rock world and drugs. When he was twelve and she was fourteen, she give him his first taste of weed when their parents were away for a day.
He started to get more interested in the performing arts, taking more drama classes and music. There he found his interest in musical theatre. The combination of singing and acting was something that he wanted to do till he told his parents and his family laughed at him for it. There his sister started to pull him further into the punk world not wanting a "fairy" for a brother as she kindly put it one night. At the age of fifteen, he attended his first gig with her, both underage at a bar and there was the start of a new life for him.
Breaking into his sister's friendship group, he started drinking from the age of sixteen and became a more regular weed smoker. He decided to drop college and his dreams of theatre and started to hang out in rock clubs and spend most of his money on gigs. And then it finally happened. His sister and her friends were planning on starting a band, but the only thing his sister could try and do was sing, but she was terrible at it, even for a punk genre. So he stepped in knowing that he could at least carry a tune and was a quick replacement of what was suppose to be his sisters band. Safe to say, the two had a falling out and since their relationship has been patchy over petty things.
The band was a success in the clubs of North London. Zach was becoming known around the place. He was a natural performer and even if the band sucked, he could get the crowd into it. And from here, he was drawn more into the world of drugs and sex. He got his first taste of a groupie when he was seventeen and freshly high from coke.
The band went on fairly strong for a good few years. They weren't making an amazing amount of money but enough to get by with. Well, enough to spend on drugs and booze. At 22, it could be said he did fall in love. A persistent boy that refused to give up on him. At first Zach had tried everything to get rid of him, treated him like shit, had rough sex, you name it but seeing how the boy wasn't deterred from it, he found that the boy grew on him and kept him around. But the drugs only got worse. From coke to heroin, he was constantly getting high and having sex with anything that moved. The boy that persisted eventually left and although at first he hadn't let it bother him, it came to light how much of an impact the boy had on him. Eventually his world fell apart.
It wasn't till he was 26, the band had fallen apart over three years ago, he was still living at home and addicted as anything to drugs. His sister decided it was enough. Feeling slight guilt for bringing her brother into his world, she put him through rehab and tried to help him get back on his feet.
Since then, it's safe to say he's had a fair few relapses on coke especially. Mainly when he lost a job, couldn't pay rent or anything that stressed him terribly. He even tried to see if there was a way he could get back into a drama course and go back into his dream of theatre. But he could never commit to it and relapsed.
At 32, he's just trying to find a solid job so he doesn't get evicted at the end of the month or go back to drugs. He's almost been clean for a year with his sister's support.
22/32
Bisexual - Stronger lean towards males
Rock Singer/Unemployed and recovering addict
At 22 Zach was as big headed as they could get. He was incredibly overbearing and demanding thinking he was the next best thing. A show off and drama queen, he knew how to get what he wanted, when he wanted it. Granted at times he doesn't even need to do much to get what he wanted. Just a click of his fingers could get most of the men he wanted to their knees or woman. He was someone who lived in the present and didn't care what the next day brought. But it didn't take away from the fact that he was a good performer, he knew how to work a crowd and sing. He's incredibly apathetic towards his so called love life. He prefers the whole heart breaker image.
Now 32, it seems the real world had finally caught up with Zach. His ego deflated, his demanding attitude was gone and the need to show off had as well. He finally learnt that the way he acts has consequences in the future. Now Zach knows how to hold a conversation without talking about himself or being a dick. He's still a performer at heart and hasn't lost that passion for it but the drugs ruined a large portion of his life. Zach has slowly learnt to be more realistic with his life and expectations. He's learnt to value social order and take responsibility in his life. He's gone from being apathetic to learning how to accept his own feelings about people. He can still be insensitive without meaning to be or realising it. But in his current age, he's rather humiliated about his younger days and attitude.
Zach stands around 6"2, a bit on the skinny side but he likes his body. Granted the damage he's done over the years to it with drugs. He isn't the fittest around not being able to give up cigarettes just yet.
At 22, Zach was the image of a punk. Hair a complete dirty blond mess, smudged eyeliner framing his blue eyes, constantly in leather or skin tight black pants. Ripped and shredded band shirts with military boots or doc martins. He had the image down to a T.
At 32, Zach hasn't completely lost the punk image to an extent. He still loves his skin tight jeans and not so shredded and torn band shirts. But he just likes to think he knows what style is nowadays. He has plenty of scars now that he isn't all proud of, drug scars, even a stab wound. But his hair is now a lot shorter and easier to style and he's dropped the eyeliner.
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Zachery was born in London to a middle class family. An older sister and a younger brother, he was the middle child and often forgotten about when it came to family things. His sister or younger brother got most of the attention he wanted. He grew up as a shadow to his older sister and for the most of his childhood, the two were fairly close. It was even her that introduced him to the rock world and drugs. When he was twelve and she was fourteen, she give him his first taste of weed when their parents were away for a day.
He started to get more interested in the performing arts, taking more drama classes and music. There he found his interest in musical theatre. The combination of singing and acting was something that he wanted to do till he told his parents and his family laughed at him for it. There his sister started to pull him further into the punk world not wanting a "fairy" for a brother as she kindly put it one night. At the age of fifteen, he attended his first gig with her, both underage at a bar and there was the start of a new life for him.
Breaking into his sister's friendship group, he started drinking from the age of sixteen and became a more regular weed smoker. He decided to drop college and his dreams of theatre and started to hang out in rock clubs and spend most of his money on gigs. And then it finally happened. His sister and her friends were planning on starting a band, but the only thing his sister could try and do was sing, but she was terrible at it, even for a punk genre. So he stepped in knowing that he could at least carry a tune and was a quick replacement of what was suppose to be his sisters band. Safe to say, the two had a falling out and since their relationship has been patchy over petty things.
The band was a success in the clubs of North London. Zach was becoming known around the place. He was a natural performer and even if the band sucked, he could get the crowd into it. And from here, he was drawn more into the world of drugs and sex. He got his first taste of a groupie when he was seventeen and freshly high from coke.
The band went on fairly strong for a good few years. They weren't making an amazing amount of money but enough to get by with. Well, enough to spend on drugs and booze. At 22, it could be said he did fall in love. A persistent boy that refused to give up on him. At first Zach had tried everything to get rid of him, treated him like shit, had rough sex, you name it but seeing how the boy wasn't deterred from it, he found that the boy grew on him and kept him around. But the drugs only got worse. From coke to heroin, he was constantly getting high and having sex with anything that moved. The boy that persisted eventually left and although at first he hadn't let it bother him, it came to light how much of an impact the boy had on him. Eventually his world fell apart.
It wasn't till he was 26, the band had fallen apart over three years ago, he was still living at home and addicted as anything to drugs. His sister decided it was enough. Feeling slight guilt for bringing her brother into his world, she put him through rehab and tried to help him get back on his feet.
Since then, it's safe to say he's had a fair few relapses on coke especially. Mainly when he lost a job, couldn't pay rent or anything that stressed him terribly. He even tried to see if there was a way he could get back into a drama course and go back into his dream of theatre. But he could never commit to it and relapsed.
At 32, he's just trying to find a solid job so he doesn't get evicted at the end of the month or go back to drugs. He's almost been clean for a year with his sister's support.