Name: Faith Conner
Base Name: Hayley Williams
Alias: N/AAge: 24
Orientation: Heterosexual
Mental Disorder/s: DPD, Nightmare Disorder and sometimes Night Terrors, Insomnia and Cyclothymia
Appearance.
Faith is a bit on the smaller side at 5"2. She's petite but has curves where she needs them. She likes to dress a bit more on the experimental side. To dress how she feels comfortable and the same is expressed with her hair colour. She loves to be bright and show off. Her arm, practically her right is covered in self inflicted scars from her depressive stages and when she harms herself during her nightmares. She does have a cross tattooed on her thigh.
Personality:
Faith is a quiet girl at times. But she does love a conversation, especially if her brain is telling her to cling. Emotionally, she is a complete wreck. She never knows what to with herself. She can't handle rejection in any form, being ignored or anything of the sort. She craves love and in the right phase of cyclothymia, she will do anything to be loved. Even if it's just for one night. She loves to try to help people when she sees that they need it. Her lack of self worth allows her to give more to others. When it comes to mood swings, when she is at the peek of insomnia and sleeplessness, she can be the most irritable person you could ever meet or the clingiest.
History: Faith is a girl with a lot of repressed memories. It all happened during her college years. She was a star student, a devoted christian from a loving family and only had minor mood swings usually put to typical girl problems. It wasn't till the nightmares came that she started to change. She woke up screaming and crying constantly and was either easily woken or impossible to wake. When she could remember, she could only remember the devil was in her dreams and he was trying to rape her. When the night terrors happened, she couldn't remember a thing. She'd be anxious the next day and would only relax when someone comforted her the whole day.
She grew far too dependant on people that couldn't always be there for her. She kept being given new roommates that moved out the next week because of her nightmares. The more people that moved in, the more that they became less and less caring of her. Till one day, a new roommate decided to play on her nightmares and pretended to be the devil and raped her. A new world flooded back into her brain when the emotional numbness took over. Her childhood, her sisters, it all came back to her. The days when her father was there looking after her with their mother. The games they would play, the things they would do. How far back she had repressed it and now it was all being thrown together.
But no one ever believed her. She went to report her roommate the next day but she was told it was all in her head, it was her nightmares. Even psychologists told her, it was the nightmares and gave her meds to deal with a new diagnosis of cyclothymia. But things only got worse. The roommate was starting to groom Faith, to make her fall in love with him and he played with her dependancy. It wasn't till her memories finally pieced themselves back together and she realised what her father had done to her and her sisters she was sent away. Accusing him of child abuse and planning to press charges, the man decided to pull a stunt on her. Using her recent cyclothymia and the accusations against her roommate, he got a one way ticket to Bedlam to shut her up and leave her behind forever.
Since arriving at Bedlam Faith has completely her faith.
Base Name: Hayley Williams
Alias: N/AAge: 24
Orientation: Heterosexual
Mental Disorder/s: DPD, Nightmare Disorder and sometimes Night Terrors, Insomnia and Cyclothymia
Appearance.
Faith is a bit on the smaller side at 5"2. She's petite but has curves where she needs them. She likes to dress a bit more on the experimental side. To dress how she feels comfortable and the same is expressed with her hair colour. She loves to be bright and show off. Her arm, practically her right is covered in self inflicted scars from her depressive stages and when she harms herself during her nightmares. She does have a cross tattooed on her thigh.
Personality:
Faith is a quiet girl at times. But she does love a conversation, especially if her brain is telling her to cling. Emotionally, she is a complete wreck. She never knows what to with herself. She can't handle rejection in any form, being ignored or anything of the sort. She craves love and in the right phase of cyclothymia, she will do anything to be loved. Even if it's just for one night. She loves to try to help people when she sees that they need it. Her lack of self worth allows her to give more to others. When it comes to mood swings, when she is at the peek of insomnia and sleeplessness, she can be the most irritable person you could ever meet or the clingiest.
History: Faith is a girl with a lot of repressed memories. It all happened during her college years. She was a star student, a devoted christian from a loving family and only had minor mood swings usually put to typical girl problems. It wasn't till the nightmares came that she started to change. She woke up screaming and crying constantly and was either easily woken or impossible to wake. When she could remember, she could only remember the devil was in her dreams and he was trying to rape her. When the night terrors happened, she couldn't remember a thing. She'd be anxious the next day and would only relax when someone comforted her the whole day.
She grew far too dependant on people that couldn't always be there for her. She kept being given new roommates that moved out the next week because of her nightmares. The more people that moved in, the more that they became less and less caring of her. Till one day, a new roommate decided to play on her nightmares and pretended to be the devil and raped her. A new world flooded back into her brain when the emotional numbness took over. Her childhood, her sisters, it all came back to her. The days when her father was there looking after her with their mother. The games they would play, the things they would do. How far back she had repressed it and now it was all being thrown together.
But no one ever believed her. She went to report her roommate the next day but she was told it was all in her head, it was her nightmares. Even psychologists told her, it was the nightmares and gave her meds to deal with a new diagnosis of cyclothymia. But things only got worse. The roommate was starting to groom Faith, to make her fall in love with him and he played with her dependancy. It wasn't till her memories finally pieced themselves back together and she realised what her father had done to her and her sisters she was sent away. Accusing him of child abuse and planning to press charges, the man decided to pull a stunt on her. Using her recent cyclothymia and the accusations against her roommate, he got a one way ticket to Bedlam to shut her up and leave her behind forever.
Since arriving at Bedlam Faith has completely her faith.