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Character Name: His real name is lost to him, however has been known as <b>Kilmar</b> for a few years.
Nickname(s) and/or Aliases: Kili, YC is welcome to give him a nickname.
Age: 28
Species: Human (negotiable)
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Appearance
Height: 6"2
Eye colour: Light brown with darker flecks.
Hair colour and length: Chestnut, short sides, mess on top.
Distinguishing Markings: N/A
Tattoo's/scars/birthmarks etc: Shrapnel scarring up his left side, also a few marks on his neck and side of his head.
Personality: Kilmer is a gentle person. Peaceful for more reasons than his lack of speech and hearing. He's good natured and someone who will do anything to help those in need, no matter who the person and how far they may have fallen from grace. He's an extremely patience man who could probably sit and wait for the end of the world to happen if he had too with no complaint. He doesn't ever like to cause a fuss or draw attention to himself, even before he lost the use of his voice. He'll stick to the shadows and only try to make himself known when he feels like he should or when he won't get in trouble either. He's a man with a thousand ideas and dreams in his head that he cannot achieve and fears deeply leaving the world with his life unfulfilled. Kilmer is someone who tries to see the good in whoever he meets and perhaps tries too much to fix those who won't help themselves. He's a generous guy who does despite appearances, has his downfalls. It's not a temper but more of an explosive anger reserved for those who feel they can walk over him.
Likes/Dislikes:
+ Rain and storms
+ Seeing the coast
+ Music
+ Being able to help someone
+ Those who take the time to consider his lack of speech
+ Anyone who knows ASL and has patiences for him
+ The quieter days at the house.
- Anton and his gang
- Flashbacks and nightmares
- Not being able to physically talk anymore
- Fights and someone getting hurt
Skills/Strengths/Weaknesses:
+ Fantastic pianist.
+ Patiences of a saint.
+ Nurturing as a person.
- Explosive anger when provoked.
- Struggles to communicate.
[History]
Kilmer's memory of his own history is somewhat patchy to him after what happened to him when when he was twenty five. The world was heading downwards after wars broke out all over the world, neighbours turning against each other till all resources of the Earth was running bare. Kilmer remembered watching his father's business collapse in minutes, all laws that once bound a land were gone and the underground mafia gangs rose up into power all over the world in cities and towns. Within the town Kilmer had grown up in, prostitution became what it was known for. Brothels popped up in every other house with drug dens in between and once illegal trafficking was what brought the woman to the town. All he knew about this time of his life was that he was far too young to ever understand what was going on and his mother was going to do anything in her power to get her and her two sons out of the town and somewhere that could offer more safety for them.
However it never happened. It was never that they couldn't leave, they to their belief, free to leave and try to find somewhere new to live and try again. But it was his father's history with the self proclaimed leader Anton that stopped them from leaving. Growing up to realise the business his father had built to keep them sustained was actually one of the reasons why Anton was able to rule the city without any competition or chance of slowing down. He's still conflicted over if it's a blessing or not that he can't remember what tore apart his family. At the age of fourteen, all he knew was that his older brother was now looking after him and his mother and father were either dead or sold to another town as slaves or worse.
Kili's life changed dramatically at twenty-five. So far his life had consisted of staying out of any trouble that came their way while still trying to find links to what happened to his parents without being caught poking around in places he shouldn't be. The problem was his brother. A heavy drinker and user of the brothels, he used his old relationship of Anton and his father to his advantage, opening tabs after tabs, ringing up more debt than it was possible to ever imagine. Although Anton argues that Kili wasn't a target in the attack, when a makeshift bomb was thrown through their home window as a warning, Kilmer ended up taking most of the force of it. Waking up a week later to a run down hospital room, unable to make a sound whenever he opened his mouth to speak while his side burned madly at the pieces of shrapnel that was still embedded in his skin. His memories became patchy, barely able to recall the name of his father or remember the date of his birthday, even his real name escaped him. With the lack of speech becoming apparent, all he was told by a doctor he guessed wasn't trained was something in his brain was damaged and he should be more thankful for it. Yet, that wasn't everything he suffered from. With the lack of being able to use his voice also came the deafness. The blast practically ruining his ear drums, his hearing taking a dramatic hit. Although he can <i>hear</i>, it's not anywhere near perfect and unless the room is completely silent, he will always strain to hear you.
With the bomb, also came his brother skipping towns, using him as a scapegoat not caring if Kili had lived or died. When he finally recovered even with shrapnel still in his skin, he wasn't given a choice by Anton. With his brother's disappearance and debt, he was prepared to give Kili the chance to work it off or risk being sold off to another town. Now without being able to speak or hear, Kili didn't feel like he had a choice, both offers being as bad as each other. The only thing Anton promised him was not to shoot him dead unless he did something horribly wrong, even going to the effort to make sure he learnt ASL and other ways of communication in case he ever needed it desperately. Sent to work in one of Anton's personal favourite brothels, he was finally given a name not being able to recall his birth name and on the days he could, having no way to tell someone what it was. Kilmer was given to him by Anton, and for four years he'd dealt with the horrors of just one of the brothels alone. Helping the girls when they were brought in to the horrible ordeal of drugging them before they met a client and cleaning up afterwards. Though to his horror and relief, he's come to be the ones that all the girls call for when they need someone to help them. all of them knowing he had as much choice as they had in his life.
Nickname(s) and/or Aliases: Kili, YC is welcome to give him a nickname.
Age: 28
Species: Human (negotiable)
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Appearance
Height: 6"2
Eye colour: Light brown with darker flecks.
Hair colour and length: Chestnut, short sides, mess on top.
Distinguishing Markings: N/A
Tattoo's/scars/birthmarks etc: Shrapnel scarring up his left side, also a few marks on his neck and side of his head.
Personality: Kilmer is a gentle person. Peaceful for more reasons than his lack of speech and hearing. He's good natured and someone who will do anything to help those in need, no matter who the person and how far they may have fallen from grace. He's an extremely patience man who could probably sit and wait for the end of the world to happen if he had too with no complaint. He doesn't ever like to cause a fuss or draw attention to himself, even before he lost the use of his voice. He'll stick to the shadows and only try to make himself known when he feels like he should or when he won't get in trouble either. He's a man with a thousand ideas and dreams in his head that he cannot achieve and fears deeply leaving the world with his life unfulfilled. Kilmer is someone who tries to see the good in whoever he meets and perhaps tries too much to fix those who won't help themselves. He's a generous guy who does despite appearances, has his downfalls. It's not a temper but more of an explosive anger reserved for those who feel they can walk over him.
Likes/Dislikes:
+ Rain and storms
+ Seeing the coast
+ Music
+ Being able to help someone
+ Those who take the time to consider his lack of speech
+ Anyone who knows ASL and has patiences for him
+ The quieter days at the house.
- Anton and his gang
- Flashbacks and nightmares
- Not being able to physically talk anymore
- Fights and someone getting hurt
Skills/Strengths/Weaknesses:
+ Fantastic pianist.
+ Patiences of a saint.
+ Nurturing as a person.
- Explosive anger when provoked.
- Struggles to communicate.
[History]
Kilmer's memory of his own history is somewhat patchy to him after what happened to him when when he was twenty five. The world was heading downwards after wars broke out all over the world, neighbours turning against each other till all resources of the Earth was running bare. Kilmer remembered watching his father's business collapse in minutes, all laws that once bound a land were gone and the underground mafia gangs rose up into power all over the world in cities and towns. Within the town Kilmer had grown up in, prostitution became what it was known for. Brothels popped up in every other house with drug dens in between and once illegal trafficking was what brought the woman to the town. All he knew about this time of his life was that he was far too young to ever understand what was going on and his mother was going to do anything in her power to get her and her two sons out of the town and somewhere that could offer more safety for them.
However it never happened. It was never that they couldn't leave, they to their belief, free to leave and try to find somewhere new to live and try again. But it was his father's history with the self proclaimed leader Anton that stopped them from leaving. Growing up to realise the business his father had built to keep them sustained was actually one of the reasons why Anton was able to rule the city without any competition or chance of slowing down. He's still conflicted over if it's a blessing or not that he can't remember what tore apart his family. At the age of fourteen, all he knew was that his older brother was now looking after him and his mother and father were either dead or sold to another town as slaves or worse.
Kili's life changed dramatically at twenty-five. So far his life had consisted of staying out of any trouble that came their way while still trying to find links to what happened to his parents without being caught poking around in places he shouldn't be. The problem was his brother. A heavy drinker and user of the brothels, he used his old relationship of Anton and his father to his advantage, opening tabs after tabs, ringing up more debt than it was possible to ever imagine. Although Anton argues that Kili wasn't a target in the attack, when a makeshift bomb was thrown through their home window as a warning, Kilmer ended up taking most of the force of it. Waking up a week later to a run down hospital room, unable to make a sound whenever he opened his mouth to speak while his side burned madly at the pieces of shrapnel that was still embedded in his skin. His memories became patchy, barely able to recall the name of his father or remember the date of his birthday, even his real name escaped him. With the lack of speech becoming apparent, all he was told by a doctor he guessed wasn't trained was something in his brain was damaged and he should be more thankful for it. Yet, that wasn't everything he suffered from. With the lack of being able to use his voice also came the deafness. The blast practically ruining his ear drums, his hearing taking a dramatic hit. Although he can <i>hear</i>, it's not anywhere near perfect and unless the room is completely silent, he will always strain to hear you.
With the bomb, also came his brother skipping towns, using him as a scapegoat not caring if Kili had lived or died. When he finally recovered even with shrapnel still in his skin, he wasn't given a choice by Anton. With his brother's disappearance and debt, he was prepared to give Kili the chance to work it off or risk being sold off to another town. Now without being able to speak or hear, Kili didn't feel like he had a choice, both offers being as bad as each other. The only thing Anton promised him was not to shoot him dead unless he did something horribly wrong, even going to the effort to make sure he learnt ASL and other ways of communication in case he ever needed it desperately. Sent to work in one of Anton's personal favourite brothels, he was finally given a name not being able to recall his birth name and on the days he could, having no way to tell someone what it was. Kilmer was given to him by Anton, and for four years he'd dealt with the horrors of just one of the brothels alone. Helping the girls when they were brought in to the horrible ordeal of drugging them before they met a client and cleaning up afterwards. Though to his horror and relief, he's come to be the ones that all the girls call for when they need someone to help them. all of them knowing he had as much choice as they had in his life.